~hells and heaven~

well, things looking better.. i’m in a much more stable situation compared to last year with all those family stuff going on.. sadly, close close friends aren’t really around much.. but then, i guess, i shall move on as well.. and yeap, i guess, things looking much better.. and who know’s i might be ready to date again? haha.. just need to find the right person, though, in a way, in a weird way, i wish the next 1 is similar to my older 1.. had good times and wish to continue more such ways.. or maybe god has even better for me..

speaking bout gods and devils..
whats better? a trapped devil or a loose angel..
ah well, both kills ya.. something from the doctor..

somewhat i learn’t much from this past few weeks. that strength doesnt need to move boulders and mountains, its something that moves the heavy stuff inside of you.. so yeap.. i’m much stronger now, and yes i can carry my own weight and some of yours..

having surgery cycle now, i must say.. i think i’m having a thing for surgery.. woots.. who knows,.. haha..